Relationships, part 8

A deep conversation is all I want from you.  I want the words you are afraid to say – the lonely ones you keep hidden in between the folds of your heart.


You don’t give up on someone you love.


A big part of my life has been nothing but games and pain so if I tell you I love you, I really do, I just have a hard way of showing it.  I’ve seen the false version for so long, excuse me if it’s taking longer than you hoped.  No one ever showed me the right way.  -Horacio Jones


I didn’t want to fall in love or need someone.  I really didn’t want anything.  But then, you appeared and I started wanting everything.


I really just feel like throwing in the towel.  Potential #1 bought a house today (finally) where he lives, so, my hopes of him coming here pretty much went out the window.

I don’t think I’m good enough for Potential #2 either.  I just don’t think I’m what he’s looking for or what he wants.

I don’t know what to do at this point.  Maybe I should just go with my old plan of getting a cat or two and seeing where my life is when I hit 40.  I just don’t feel like things are going to get any better right now.