A deep conversation is all I want from you. I want the words you are afraid to say – the lonely ones you keep hidden in between the folds of your heart.
You don’t give up on someone you love.
A big part of my life has been nothing but games and pain so if I tell you I love you, I really do, I just have a hard way of showing it. I’ve seen the false version for so long, excuse me if it’s taking longer than you hoped. No one ever showed me the right way. -Horacio Jones
I didn’t want to fall in love or need someone. I really didn’t want anything. But then, you appeared and I started wanting everything.
I really just feel like throwing in the towel. Potential #1 bought a house today (finally) where he lives, so, my hopes of him coming here pretty much went out the window.
I don’t think I’m good enough for Potential #2 either. I just don’t think I’m what he’s looking for or what he wants.
I don’t know what to do at this point. Maybe I should just go with my old plan of getting a cat or two and seeing where my life is when I hit 40. I just don’t feel like things are going to get any better right now.